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What is Jesus doing all over Karen? That's just weird... shouldn't Kenneth be all MAD and where the flip is he? *eats my sgetti* Isn't Jesus, like, mine and stuff too *smiles*...
I'm going to pretend I didn't just see him hug her intemtely tight *continues eating sgetti, but watches out of the corner out of my eye this weird act*
Okay, Jesus and Karen are walking to class together...this is getting uncomfortable and creepy...Karen and Kenneth have been together FOREVER and Jesus and Karen are so not together, they CAN'T be.
ehhhhh!!!!! I'm going to just pretend that I am NOT witnessing them holding hands!!
Holy poop! AJ and Morgan are going out too?
Chris & the ugly freshman in period 5 are also going out?!?!?!? WTF, this is flippin weird! The world is all topsy turvy and...in LOVE. or more like lust. HELL! SIN CONTROLS THIS POOP OF A SOCIETY!
Oh yeah, my eye just twitched. They are KISSING! My Jesus and that whore Karen just kissed!
puke! They ARE going out!! My world is over! This doesn't make sense...Karen and Jesus? NO! No, that just can't be, it's just stupid. They are so not going out! Oh hell, they are. This is a big taco of tradgety. It's just SOOO wrong. Dude, I mean Karen+Kenneth=true love! She even said so herself! So Jesus has been hitting on you for the past week and SO he is the most GORGEOUS guy in the school (next to Matt <3) and SO there is no comparison to Kenneth, but come on ya bitch! You've loved Kenneth for the past 2 years! You dumb whore. I guess if I was in her slut position I would do the same thing. Besides, Jesus is mine already. :-)
*sniff* I smell popcorn.
Back to reality. This is so weird though, people! Okay I will describe these two lust birds. Jesus has black hair and it was up to his shoulders. Then he cut it. Then cut it again. It's now normally long esxcept for this weird peice that is kinda like bangs and it's dyed red. He has two small hoop lip peircings and he always wears this gray sweater with, in red marker, the words 'Zero for life' and some black and red stars. Very creative. He's skinny, but not gay-nerdy skinny. Skater skinny. And he, of course, skateboards and listens to rock music. I'm not quite sure WHAT specific kind of rock music or if he is diverse in listening to music, but you know whatever, same difference. Sometimes he wears a beanie. He looks so HOT and cute and melty when he does. He's so fine. Now for "the karen.....". She is light haired and kinda heavy but not really. Well kind of. Her eyebrows are like WAYYY up on her forehead, like touching her hairline. Like a upside down V of evil. She has a wierd squeeky shaky voice and is rude and mean. She thinks she's better than everyone else and is obssessed with ICP. She tries to be "punk" (shut up, don't even say it), but she kind of fails. It just doesn't go with her. At all. It's like.....punker wah-nuh-bee and a hardcore rocker don't go very good together. But whatever. Love is love and labels are stupid. But they will always exist and there is nothing you can do about it, deary.
And EARTH to san diego! "Socials" is the BIGGEST and STUPIDEST label every known to mankind! It's fucking stupid, spawned only from the jeolousy of sad losers and the rest of the world doesn't even USE IT! So if you expect to go to New York or L.A. and see girls dressed like GIRLS, with make up, nice clothes, and perfume, don't call them a social. They are HUMAN. Plus, nobody would know what the hell you were talking about. They'd be like "social, what? human interactions? relationships with other people and talking? social?" yeah, it's THAT stupid. as for 'scene'? what the HELL?!?! people are enormously close-minded and pathetic. word to yall who label and say you hate them: GET A LIFE! there are more things to do in a state of boredom than announce your immense hatred to something so pointless.
people are too dumb today. this society is doomed.
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| a day in the life of.... |
[12 Oct 2004|05:33pm] |
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me. poo on life. i hate being depressed. it is such an aweful feeling, dude! i mean it just eats at your little meanie head and you just wanna go cry for a couple of weeks and either never eat or throw up or eat a lot
.f.o.o.d. .d.i.s.o.r.d.e.r.s. .s.u.c.k.
today was a day of suckiness, like all others. but it was all right. i lvoe the few friends i have. which are males (tee hee). specifically males that are most likely and probably not heteresexual...:(.i guess i'll write about what happind from p.1 to p.6. but be prepared for minutes of reading. must read with concentration and open mindedness and understanding of my bad spelling, vocabulary, and grammar-ism. direct your attention away from all else but the computer screen and my typed words of infinite teenage wisdom....or not.
period uno: "AP World History. AP means advanced placement, in other words I am taking the college course of World History right now."
really tired because i had woken up like a minute before school started (school is like 5 seconds around the block from my house) so i glazed my eyes over and stared at a weird formation on the ceiling for an hour that looked like two john kerry's. humping. or maybe it was in my head. that's oddly specific! ahem, yeah. val(ery) kept talking to me as usual but she...bugs... shhhhh! she's actually nice she just talks really low like HELLA low so when she tells me something i say "HUH?!" like 5 bazillion times. she's blonde. but she's nice. *eye twitches* and she's like all 'chola-slut-live to impress cholo gangsters and hot tall black guys' like. but not like that. she's LIKE that, in that group of friends but SHE'S not like that herself kindof i guess whatever maybe not i don't care. I just nod in agreement or laugh to whatever she asks or says, even if the question wasn't a yes or no one or i don't hear it. for zample.
her: "hey jess, i seen that purse that cherelle has at walmart and i liked it"
me: "uh huh, yeah"
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her: "see those pink high heels that that girl has?"
me: "hahahaha!"
her: "huh?"
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her: "i need to go to my purse and get a tampon"
me: "your birthday's when now?"
her: "November 12th..........*looks away in confusion*"
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that's my pathetic way of trying to fit in with the cool crowd. agreeing with them. only joking. because you know why? there is no cool crowd. so i need not impress.
period dos: "Pre-AP Chemistry. Next year I take AP Chemistry so next year I take the college chemistry course! and FYI, at UNM, which i AIN'T enrolling in anyway, courses cost $300 per credit hour, each course being three hours. That means $900 per class. Since so far I'm taking two AP classes, that means I'm saving a whopping $1800! WHOOOOO....hoo. for smartness!"
nothing nothing nothing fun today. my lab partner Lily lost one of her lab's and she kept accusing all these accusations of it's probable missingness. she even checked through my notebook when i wasn't looking! but i let her, because you know whatever. i thought i had accidentally tooken it too but i only checked my notebook thouroughly about 500 times for it. she ended up puting it in her other folder which I told her it probably was in but she didn't look because she's ignorant and stubborn but she found it so all is bland.
i heart jesus.
period tres: "Photography 1. The most awesomest funnest class! Mr. Martinez, aka Albert, aka Coach, aka looks just liek Doc Ock but skinnier is the teacher. he's cooli."
today he talked about....our trip to...omg.... I'M GOING TO PARIS AND YOU ARE NOT! yes, that's right folks, I'm going to Paris! Paris, Texas that is. JUST KIDDING! Paris, France! We're going to go to Amsterdam and everything! Yes, thee amsterdam.
eww she has a mole and a big nose. this girl on U-Pick live on nickelodeon had a big nose and a mole. i just had to say it because it was funny. hehehe.
anyway, i need to save up about 350 dollars per month to afford the trip by May of next year. Over there, i want to get drunk because the drinking age is 18 but if you look over 14, they'll let you buy a beer or whine with ease. who'd want to get their first hangover in TJ or New Mexico? my first hangover's going to be in PARE-EE. and don't even get me started with amsterdam. should my first ever bag of weed be a dime or a brick? so many decisions... just joking, humble servants. I OWN YOUR CURRENT ATTENTION. i can't flippin wait till i go to europe. so much cooler and skinnier and less porn-obssessed than america. i don't want to be an american idiot any longer. heh, i never really noticed that. i'm AMERICAN. weeeeeeird. i've always thought of myself as "hispanic" not american, but if you kind of think about it i AM an american. yeah, cuz i KINDA don't know a word of spanish even though my skin is as brown as a beaner because i am one. oh poo. sucks to be me. but because i have only been to mexico once in my dumb life and i know no spanish, your futile attempts to call me a mohado are useless! so when i go to europe, there are two options for name calling. I will either be a yankee, or a beaner. either one is suitable as long as I'm not fat ass. Now that I think about it, people in europe are used to skinny people and fish and chips, so they probably actually would call me a fat ass. "YA FAUGHT OSS BEAN EAYTIN YAHNKEEY!" heheh, insults are awesome. but i must obtain muya. MONEY! I NEED IT!
stinky hat! <3 ed <3
period cuartro: "Algebra 2/Trigonometry Honors. 'Nuff said. amount of boredom is plainly stated in the course name."
Vanessa borrowed my notebook and I got a scientific calculator? that's about the most exciting thing to have happened today in this sucky dumb butt of a class.
period cinco de mayonaise: "Speech 1. fun class, cool people, nice teacher, i'm not a talker you idiot dog brain so why the flip am i taking this class?!"
It started off with a bang! of the stupid hammer of the P.O. meaning Presiding Officer. We're doing Student Congress right now. Atleast cutie patootie jesus (skater rocker one) comes to this class every now and then since we're doing congress. I have to do 9 speeches to pass by Friday and I have only the amount of parent's i love. 1. So, she let us write a presuasive essay, as it is part of the speech class anyway, telling her what grade we think we should have and why. I said I should get a C+ to B- for effort and attendance. I said it to Jesus (other jesus, friend one) and he said it outloud so everyone else wrote my idea down. idea takers. Abe my babe sat next to me and he said "Hi!" and he just stared at me for like 10 seconds and he was like "just kidding. wouldn't it be funny if i just went 'helloooo' and stuck my finger in your ear" and he did so. than he got this button from his backpack and put it on my jacket. it said "hottie". i love my abe the babe. he's a frosh but OCH WELLCH. for you stupids, frosh=freshman.
right now, manuel (11 year old brother of doom) was being an asshole, trying to explain the way he thinks about the week to my mom and trying to explain that tomorow doesn't really count as school for him because it's a fun day so it's already thursday than and i was like "manuel, no body understands you train of thought" and my mom was like "noo, i want to learn. fine, jessica how was your day" and manuel was like "nothing, jessica just thinks about FARTS all day" and i was like "yup". stupid asshole manuelito and my sarcastic-seriousness-ism.
period siez: "English 10 Honors. my teacher has had sunburn on his head for the past 5 months. it's icky. and his face is always bleeding. he is a real live umpa lumpa. only taller. and uglier."
JESUS (hottie one not friend one) IS IN THIS CLASS! today we basically argued, as a class, to the teacher about how the stupid 'dialectical journals" are making us all fail and we don't like the book we have to read because it sucks large portions of ass. than we had a "debate" about the death penalty. <3 jesus <3 was the best one because he's been in the ACTUAL speech and debate team for 2 years so he's experienced. if this was a tournament, he'd have won. i love british people. they're charming. that was random.....and jesus is not even british. i want to move to europe. they are oh so sexy over there. or australia. them aussies are the thunder from down under. unduh. from down UNDUH. not underrrrrrrrr.
"that's too loud for my brain right now" - my mom when the cell phone ring was way too loud. typical illiterate stoner.
COMMENCE WITH THE JIGGLIN.
i'm done with the randomness for one day. and i think i have carpal-tunnel syndrome. but i have a lot of things to say! for zample. vicki is a big meanie. more mean than ever before. and.....MY BIRFDAY IS NEXT MONDAY AND TODAY IS TUESDAY. i'm watching "the day after tomorow" right now. i hate the mother. going to have a wrist seizure. ouch. respect, mahn, respect! your supposed to say that in a jamaican accent, like those jelly fishes on the movie shark tale which i have not seen. but i want to! GET YOUR HAND OUTTA MY UTERUS!
OWWWW, MY VAGINA! (it's RUFFLED condoms, christiana, not BRISTLED!)
((hugz&death kisses))
-jess
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| SUICIDE |
[10 Oct 2004|09:02am] |
is not the answer. hi furendz. i am a best friendless loser of doom. DOOM DOOM DOOM. i am a 'fat' hispanic girl with impossible and and unreachable dreams of happiness. i will suffer till the day I die. miracles don't happen in my life. everything only gets worse. as long as I have GOD and I am a christian, than i am happier deep down. Life may suck tremendously and I may have a lying whore for a mother, but as long as I have God, than I am saved. This stupid life is just a short little blink in eternity anyway. I care more about my soul than my life.
((crosses fingers to become a voice actor))
on a somewhat lighter note, my birthday is next week! 15, 15, 15, 15, 15 years old! fifteeeeeeeeeeen! i'm going to be in a wheelchair soon! honestly! i already feel old as heck. but, jesus christ, that went by fast. my childhood. i mean serisouly i can remember it so clearly. like it was just yesterweek. it's funny how a year changes things so much. one year ago i was only 13. one year from now i'll almost be 16! yeah, it's a little biased and stretched, but who cares.
ooh yesterday.....y...yesterday i was like trying to do voices and stuff...and i found my boy voice! i was happy with glee! well, you know Tara Strong right? Raven on teen titans, bubbles on powerpuff girls, timmy turner on fairly odd parents, dill pickles (baby and preteen) on rugrats & all grown up. anyway, her voice can vary very much (heh, rapper me). so notice how she can do a dark gothic-like voice on teen titans. and she can do a cutesy little girly kindergarten voice (bubbles) on powerpuff girls. and she can also do a teeny boy voice (timmy turner) and then mold that teeny boy voice into a deeper boy voice (dill pickles). well, with the aid of her downloaded, and very helpfull, old demo, i did a teen voice than made it squeekier so it was like a bubbles type of voice. than i kind of molded it to sound boy-girlish, than with all my might, i reversed and transformed it into this voice that sounded like a little boy! once i found it i was so happy that i told my dad "hey i did it, oh my gosh, i did it!" but i was too shy to show him, than i had to go eat taco taco tacooos and i haven't got to do the voice again, but i will later today....it was a great feeling. i give myself a year till i'm better. than i'll send in my demo. let's just see what happens from there!
B-day list:
Family Guy DVD, season whatever
bands and the songs that i like, because i want the CD if it has the song i want:
THE USED CD (new one with all the fantabulous songs?)
THE KILLERS CD (somebody told me)
The cure (boys don't cry)
Incubus (talk shows on mute)
NEW FOUND GLORY (catalyst)
Steriogram (walkie talkie man)
SUBLIME (date rape)
The offspring (lots of good songs so i guess the new one?)
Yellowcard (Ocean Avenue)
LINCOLN PARK (breaking the habit, numb, other songs & stuff)
VON BONDIES (c'mon c'mon)
yeah yeah yeahs (maps)
GREEN DAY (american idiot, new cd wanting)
Three days grace (new cd, just like you and the other song)
BOWLING FOR SOUP (1985)
Denver Harbor - Picture Perfect Wannabe
Queen - BICYCLE! something RAP CITY
SUM 41 (fat lip)
The Libertines -?any good suggestions?
COHEED AND CAMBRIA (favor house atlantica)
the ones that are capitalized are the ones i REALLY want/need.
this christmas will suck. here's to hoping i'll go to san diego this christmas! cheers! (drinks the shot of tequila)
"what, you just DECIDE that I'm drunk? you can't DECIDE. i'll make that decision. that decision is MINE and God's...and I'm not....I change...I make that decision...that wasn't...the decision that was made here..." - meatwad when he was drunk
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| Eat The LLAMA! |
[16 Sep 2004|05:17pm] |
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hello! como te llama! eat the llama! what is your name! new lj and i don't know how to change the way it looks or what to do with it. oh well! banging on a trash can! strummin on a street light!! i'm the pitcher, your the catcher, i'm the pitcher your the catcher! dirty ren and stimpy! :)
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